Sunday, August 26, 2007

One Day After the Next

Oh how can I learn this big lesson? Will you BE patient enough? You know the key story - the one you demanded from me as a sigh of my authentic trust -- it is big inside of me this fear. Help me be strong enough to conquer this immense fear please!

2 comments:

  1. still jonesing about your clip skills. Theres just now way in heck I could have found these things. The collector. this one. I can't even name this film and I am a film buff.

    I did however work with this guy once on a film. I went up with my uncle to do the shoot in the hills of Los Angeles. The name of the film was "less than zero".

    Listen. about fear. Guess what. I am scared as well. Maybe of different things. Different people but I am definitely nervous.

    The way I deal with it / it varies. Mostly I just sort of try to be hyper-aware and at the same time completely zone out.

    Honestly I am not sure I can make the fear go away because I am nervous myself but I can likely help you to keep going through it.

    Lucky person that. So are you getting married on the first?

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  2. Can you imagine....?

    Here I sit writing this with trembling hands and butterflies (see above) in my tummy.

    I find myself reaching out for you, leaning on you to appreciate your courage (whatever there is of that that is stronger than mine).

    And I lean into you for your grace in an embrace that is meant to help me stand beside you.

    This is the stuff of romance and movies....perhaps a script is in the making too. God you are good!!

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